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Friday, April 23, 2004

The Good, The Great, Our God.

After the exhausting rounds, we finally had been discharged and went home.

Everybody has a yearning of going home. Whatever or wherever we had been from, home is always the final destination: From work or school, from leisure or pleasure, getaways, trips, parties and gigs; all we desire to see and very much excited to get into, is our home-sweet home. We long to see our bed or a couch, ( sofa will do ) that will temporarily relieve and escape us from the wearisome of life. But what if we die… what’s next? Would there be a next home? Have you ever imagine what would it be like or perhaps what would you be thinking, feel or do, if there is , when the time comes we exit from our corpora? There is only one absolute in this world, that is, everybody dies in some point in time and it’s inevitable.

Don’t you think that sometimes it feels a bit unfair that someday or somehow we are going to die in one way or another? Surely we’re going to miss everybody. We’ll gonna’ miss places and people. We won’t be hearing politics or sports from news, as well as favorite sitcoms anymore. We would miss our neighborhood that long been bugging and disturbing your senses and even pestering your life. We will gonna’ miss our friends and enemies. You’ll miss reading books, hearing stories, writing, and scribbling; even miss the things that you are good at, and most of all, we are gonna’ miss our self. Our uniqueness as person would someday, somehow, will fade, be remembered or not. None of us will not feel the process of dying, whether long-agonizing or short-abrupt death they may be in the perplexity of life we have.

Hey! Have you ever ask yourself where were you, when your mother and father were not acquainted with each other yet? More so, when both of them were not yet documented, I mean, still in their non-existence state. Even so, when you can hardly remember anything while you were still in your mother’s womb or perhaps an infant, neither on your toddler days. Can you recall anything? Allow yourself to pause for awhile and ponder.….. You can’t recall anything, can you? What if we die would be the same thing? Even the word darkness, silence and nothingness has no meaning at all. As in “nothing”, no pain, no tears, no fun, no feelings, no laughs, nor nothings, even the thought it…

I have no intentions of ruining your faith nor to abandon ones belief. What is more important is the search of our personal legend and the sense of purpose of our existence while we are still in our weird, human state; I say so, because no one still fully understands the human existence, the quandary of life. There it has remained---- a mystery that nobody can fathom.

Try meticulously examine your finger. Have you ask your self whose skin, phalanges and manus they belong? Assume they were not yours. Try slowly looking at them. You’ll begin to feel that they are just temporary. They keep on changing. And sooner or later they will look like as though they are not from yours, for the fact that you don’t control them in some ways: They live and grow on their own. And in some point in life, they will also stop on their own as well. Look at the mirror and you will begin to realize that everything in you is also just temporary. Every creases, folds, and markings entails us something from the past that we don’t know or we are not aware of and surely we are gonna miss them. They unleash, somehow, the key to the door of our beginnings and reveal our ancestral or perhaps celestial origin.

Nevertheless, I believe and found the scripture or the holy bible, the only trace of truth about life. Amazingly, this book was written thousands of years ago, with hundred years gap, from hundreds of compiled books but with no contradiction at all. The different-years-gap books were just talking of same person, that is the Lord Jesus Christ. God made man into his likeness so that he would have children to love him with. Instead of making us robot-like creation, programmed to love him, he gave us the freewill and the freedom to choose. Again, matters only in the set of choice and what would you choose among them and God can’t be mocked with it. Isn't that really good and great!? Thank you so much, God…AMEN !

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